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I did this last year but only watched 80 movies. So, trying again!
(italics=movies I've already seen before)

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Books in 2010:
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Well today wasn't actually too bad, lol. It was kinda a pointless day though. We didn't do much in any of my classes for some reason. so bulletpoint entry since it's easier.

*My american history mark is 88 which is higher than I expected. We had these two journal entries on a state of our choice and I've done kinda sucky on them. Since I've gotten low 70s on both of them, I thought my mark was a low 80 but I guess all the other stuff I've gotten 80s and 90s on has kept my mark up. 88 isn't the 96 I started off with but w/e. 88 is still an awesome mark. And, for the next journal we do I'm gonna try and make it better than the last ones. The downside is the state I chose is Connecticut and it's kinda a boring state, lol.

*We're starting a new project in film/video. I'm excited. And I actually got put into a good group for once! My friend Tom is like my only friend in that class but he rarely comes to class so I was worried about getting stuck with people I didn't like but some people let me join their group so I'm happy about that.

*Chelsea is still pissed at me! She's not doing anything anymore but she does give me dirty looks when she sees me, lmao. In case she ever comes across this...

YOU'RE HOLDING A GRUDGE OVER SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED ALMOST SIX YEARS AGO. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. I HAVE AND SO SHOULD YOU!

Yes, bold and caps were necessary ;)

But at least I can deal with some dirty looks. It's nothing compared to what she did last year.

*I added books I've read/reading in 2010 to my 100 movies post.

*Journal will become friends only tomorrow or Wednesday.

Have a good night everyone!

So, I feel like making my journal friends only. I get google alerts for a few of my favorite actresses and I've gotten links to my journal in them when I mention one of them in an entry. Or even if I used a userpic of them because of the keyword. I kinda liked the idea of people finding this and adding me if I was interesting and my more personal entries are friends only but idk. I feel like going completely friends only. Except for graphics posts and other random memes or fangirling or entries that I don't mind being public. Since I don't have a paid account, w/e is on here that's public will stay public but from now on this journal will be friends locked.

And the point of this entry is in case you added me and I haven't added you back yet then leave a comment here :) I don't bite! And I'll keep it public for a few more days in case anyone stumbles across it and wants to read it.

The field trip was fine. Nothing too exciting happened. We didn't have too much time to look around since we had to be at a certain exhibit by 11 so we had like 20 minutes of free time. And most of the museum is mostly for kids so it was kinda boring. And then in the exhibit, we had a scavenger hunt type assignment to do so we didn't have much time to look at stuff. We just had to find the answers quickly and move on. But there was a movie we watched in the museum's omnimax theatre which was pretty cool. It made me kinda motion sick (since my friends decided to sit in the front row for some reason) but it was still pretty awesome.

Anyway, now I have a meme I snagged from flyingpigs_live!
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BTW, I just started to feel sick to my stomach and dizzy for no reason :(

Well, Felicity Huffman's nickname is Flicka and I'm a fan so flicka_fan. Pretty straightforward ;) I think I got the idea from someone's name on the FHO forums though. I don't remember.

GAHHHHH, Rent was AMAZING. And not just because of Anthony and Adam. This cast was just better than the one I saw 2 years ago.

( Caution: Fangirling Ahead )

When I got home from the show last night I felt kinda weak and dizzy. I should've gone to bed but I still had american history homework to do. I should've just gone to bed though since only like six people in my class did the homework. So Ms. Hooke gave the class time to do it in class today. Ugh.

Anyway, I've been exhausted all day and I should probably take a nap but I don't feel like it. I think I'm getting sick. I feel super tired plus my throat hurts DX. I'm so happy that tomorrow is the biology field trip. It's probably gonna be really boring but w/e, at least it's not school. And tomorrow's friday! I definitely just feel like sleeping all weekend long.

Oh and I was supposed to have a world history test on Monday but my teacher wasn't prepared yet so it got pushed to a later date, yay! Now I don't have to study for it this weekend :)

So, I got an update on the whole Megan thing from drama class. When she started crying she went out into the hallway and Ms.Mac followed her, I thought my teacher was comforting her but apparently she was yelling at her for crying and called her a brat and all this stuff. So, she complained to Ms.Park (The VP) and Ms.Park told her Ms.Mac told her a totally different story so Megan has permission not to go to drama class until those two have talked. Ugh, I sometimes wish I was that lucky. But I'm not a baby so I'm not going to complain if a teacher yells at me.

Anyway, Mandy, her understudy took over the role and tbh Mandy's better than Megan, lol. And I think my teacher agrees. Mandy obviously didn't expect to be taking over Mandy so she doesn't have everything memorized and she's a bit nervous and shy, too but she'll do a better job than Megan.

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So, its been a couple days since I've updated.

That anthro quiz I thought I failed? I got a 80% on it. Not bad. On the other hand, I had one quiz and one test yesterday that I'm pretty sure I failed or barely passed. They were in math and biology which are my two worst subjects so I'm scared :/ However, in biology we have a bunch of labs (including a dissection) coming up so hopefully those boost my mark up. And on Friday we're going on a field trip to the science centre which should be cool.

But in math, the quiz we had was on factoring and I suck at it! I'm good at simple factoring but this test had really weird and complicated factoring. And it turns out, you need factoring for the rest of the course so I'm screwed. FML. We didn't get the whole test though because for some reason my teacher gave it out in parts. So the 3rd part is tomorrow. We'll see how that goes.

In drama yesterday, my teacher made Megan cry. She wasn't being mean she was just giving her constructive criticism and trying to make her a better actor but I guess Megan couldn't take it. She skipped class last week since she was so worried about getting criticized. Then, yesterday she had to go the washroom to cry and ended up going home, that's how upset she was. Megan's kinda shy but she's definitely grown since grade 9 drama. She's the female lead and there's romance involved and I think it made her uncomfortable which is what Ms.Mac was yelling at her for. Anyway, it reminded me of those stories of Felicity H. making Jessica Alba cry, lol. And I imagine Felicity being 50x stricter and harsher than my teacher was being. Idk, in my opinion Megan is way too sensitive and needs to be more open to constructive critiscm.

There was other stuff I wanted to post that I can't remember atm, lol so...

I'll end the post by saying that I'm seeing RENT tomorrow! I'm so excited to see Anthony Rapp and Adam Pascal live. I almost got to go with nialyjoy but it didn't work out so now I have to go with my mom, LAME. She's already saw it with me 2 years ago so she's not excited. I just hope she doesn't ruin it for me.

I'm pimping my questions meme since I'm bored and so far I have ZERO questions. And I like question/answer things! Or do you already know enough about me from my journal? lol. So if you feel like it,


Ask Me Anything!

I think I'm out of that weird mood I've been in for the past two days. I feel really happy right now. I just needed to relax and catch up on sleep. Yesterday I took a nap when I got home from school and went to bed a bit earlier than usual. I think it helped since I felt pretty good today.

Archie keeps saying I've been acting strange but other than being tired and sad...not really. When I'm bored or tired I just go off in my little daydream land and ignore whatever is going on around me and apparently I look depressed when that happens. w/e.

Today I saw Chelsea on the bus and for once it didn't bother me. Usually I would've been scared and then get really depressed but today I felt fine. I'll admit, there was a bit of apprehension when I first saw her but then a minute later it was no big deal. I just thought, "Eh, She's here. Oh well, no big deal, meh, she's stupid," and ignored her. I'm so glad it didn't upset me and that I'm finally over what happened last year!

Oh, and for those of you wondering, I decided to use Nothing Fails by Madonna for my film project. (A Madonna song, what a surprise, lol). It's not instrumental but it's good enough, imo. I think it turned out pretty well and I finished ahead of schedule so next class I guess I can have a free period. This was my first solo film project so I'm proud of myself, hee! Obviously I needed a lot of help since I'd never used imovie before but I did it, yay!

Now, I'm gonna go catch up on my flist and catch up on Google Alerts! :)

It's that time of the month so I've been in a super bitchy mood all day. I've just been edgy and had the urge to punch something. I hate it when I'm like this.

I totally think I bombed the anthro quiz I had today, which I think is contributing to my bad mood. Then afterschool, Archie told me she wanted a snack from Subway. I was fine with that since she had she wasn't sitting down and eating. Then she had debit card issues or something so we had to walk to the bank in Clarica. I really didn't want to walk back into the cold and back to Subway. (I seriously don't understand why that girl can't do things by herself. It's no big deal doing things alone!) Luckily Elizabeth was with us so she let me go home. (Like I need permission to go home!?!?! Ugh.)

She called me a bitch and earlier said I had "issues" whatever the hell that means. Even though I told her I had my period. But fine, call me a bitch. I can be a bitch and I was being one today. I don't care. I deserve to be bitchy, especially around this time.

So this post isn't such a downer, does anyone have music suggestions for my film project? It's not the most exciting film. It's just someone walking to their locker, getting their book, sitting down and reading it for a few seconds and then walking away. So something simple (and probably instrumental) would work best. So got any suggestions/downloads?

Now, I'm gonna eat something and rewatch Flicka's scenes from last night's DH. Hopefully that cheers me up.

Today Elizabeth's family hosted a party/get together thingy. They wanted new friends or something like that so they invited some of my friends over plus their parents, lol. So the adults hung out upstairs while my friends and I chilled in the basement. For once she didn't invite like 20 people over so it was nice. It was Katherine, Liz (Katherine's sister), Adam and Joe (Elizabeth's brother), and me. That's probably kinda confusing since there were 2 Elizabeths, lol, sorry!

Anyway, we just hung out, ate snacks and watched the movie I Love You, Man which a hilarious movie! It was nice, like I mentioned. The only problem was that we were in the basement so I was freezing cold. But other than that it was fun.

I have an anthro quiz tomorrow morning and I haven't studied, lol. I'll probably do it after Desperate Housewives. I'm not looking forward to tonight's episode and the only reason to watch that show anymore is because of Felicity and Eva. Sadness.

Some girl on DFO freaked out yesterday over Felicity getting the bad storylines and it kinda pissed me off but it was amusing, too. This girl spazzes way too much over a fictional character and ever since the season 5 finale she's wanted the writers to kill off Lynette's twins. (She got half her wish.) It's kinda sad. She's a huge drama queen. I guess that's the fun of online message boards.

Other than that, I've had a fun, relaxing weekend. How about everyone else?

Thank God tomorrow's Friday. At first I thought this would be a long week but its actually gone by pretty quickly!

I have no homework due for Monday, yay! But I might start on another project I have to do for American History or do some biology work. Idk yet.

And now bullet point time:

- We're doing our first edited video in film/video. I was kinda scared at first. Not just because of the editing part but because it's mostly a solo project aside from a partner who does the acting. Anyway, I'm almost finished editing and I think it turned out okay. I just need to add credits and audio. I use WMM at home but imovie isn't too different. I haven't used WMM in a few years though, lol. I want to make another fandom music video soon though!

- I think I might know what I want to do after high school. I think I'll get an undergrad degree is psychology or some other general degree. Then, get a Masters in either social work or Physical/Occupational therapy. I'm still unsure of that but lately I've been interested in PT/OT. I've given up on acting. I can't picture myself doing it and I'm not really into it anymore. Plus, I don't think I'm very good at it and there's not a lot of job security. I hate auditioning, too. So, I'll take it next year anyway but I think I'll keep it as a hobby after high school. What do you guys think? Does that sound like a good plan?

- Archie bought a coffee from the cafeteria today at lunch and since the caf. coffee is disgusting she dumped a crapload of sugar into it and was acting soooo hyper! It was crazy but also amusing! I drink a lot of coffee but I just get jittery. I don't start giggling and doing random shit like that, haha.

-I'm considering making a tumblr account? Does anyone have one? What do you think? Is it worth it?

ETA: In anthro, we're finally getting into the psychology part of the course! I'm excited about that :) The Anthropology part was kinda boring, lol.

The first day back after the break was blahhhhhhhh.

My sleep schedule is screwed up. Since on the break I'd stay up until the wee hours of the morning and then sleep in until like 2 or 3 pm. Sometimes even closer to 4, lol. So I had trouble falling asleep last night. I'm not sure what time I fell asleep at because I vaguely remember looking at the clock at 4:15 am so I definitely fell asleep around 4/5 ish. So yes, waking up around 8 was not pleasant. I've been dead all day despite all the coffee I drank.

Found out I passed a bio quiz I had before the break with a 60%! I'm improving, lol. This is the first quiz I've passed so far, so yay! However, I only got a 48% on a math quiz I wrote before the break but I don't give a shit about math. It only made my mark go down a little and I'm still passing with a C so that's all that matters.

Then, drama and english were just blah. (I'm so sad that drama sucks this year :( ) I have my history courses tomorrow and film/video which are much better classes so I'm excited for tomorrow!

Random bullet points:

-The TTC raised their fares *sigh*. I heard they had new bus tickets but the variety store at Stonegate Plaza still had the old ones so I now have to pay an extra 15 cents with my ticket. It's not that big a deal it's just kinda inconvenient I guess. I didn't know they had raised their fares so today I had to borrow the 15 cents from Ivan. My wallet was getting too heavy since I had too much change so I emptied it but now I'll have to fill it back up, ugh.

-On a fandom note, Felicity was amazing in last night's Desperate Housewives♥. The episode as a whole sucked but her parts were just...idk...just so amazing and wonderful and fantastic! I love her sfm!♥♥♥ I downloaded the episode and I'm off to rewatch her scenes now!

So, I got my eyebrows waxed today. Usually I go to either Trade Secrets at Dufferin Mall or this other salon near my school. My mom and I were driving around and passed Woodbine Mall. We decided to go and walk around and there happened to be a Trade Secrets.

Anyway, the girl who did it, messed them up! DX. One side is way thicker than the other. My mom noticed and pointed it out but I didn't see anything wrong until we had left. Ugh. Then I tried plucking them and it made them worse. Hrmph.

I know they're eyebrows and nobody's gonna notice but now I'm super self-concious about it :(